Sean Metzger on Queer Desires, Community Building, and Performance
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Sean Metzger on Queer Desires, Community Building, and Performance

John Kelly performing Born with a Moon in Cancer from Cultural Infidels: Film and Performance for Consenting Adults, January 20, 1990, Ruby’s Cabaret. Photo courtesy of the Walker Art Center Archives.

This essay is part of an ongoing series focused on interdisciplinary art practices at the Walker Art Center or in our archives. Funded through a multi-year Andrew W. Mellon Foundation Grant that aims to explore interdisciplinary art, the series invites scholars, curators, and artists to examine key moments from the center's past. While these essays help shed light on our history, they also draw upon curatorial and artistic strategies from the past as a means of informing our future.

“To produce someting is a way of creating some sign of life in response to that death.”

By 1995, over half a million people had been diagnosed with AIDS in the United States; 62 percent of them had died. That year marked the high water line of HIV diagnosis and AIDS deaths in the US. The pandemic, which was first documented by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC) in 1981, was not publicly acknowledged by the Reagan Administration until nearly five years later; by then more than 5,000 people, the vast majority of them gay men, had died. AIDS indelibly marked queer and artistic communities across the country, producing a deep urgency to affirm life, affirm presence, and affirm the importance of community in the face of the disease’s devastation and the federal government’s inaction.

In a wide-ranging interview, queer theorist, performance studies scholar, and UCLA associate professor Sean Metzger discusses the era and its impact on performance and art making with Gwyneth Shanks, curator of A Different Kind of Intimacy: Radical Performance at the Walker, 1990–1995, a new exhibit in the Walker’s Best Buy Aperture.

Gwyneth Shanks:

Thank you so much for talking with me, Sean. The exhibit, as you know, is entitled A Different Kind of Intimacy: Radical Performance at the Walker, 1990–1995 and focuses on a group of primarily queer performance-based artists. I wonder if you could begin by describing the context for what radical performance meant, or has come to mean, from the 1980s and ’90s?

Sean Metzger:

It means something very specific in the US. I mean, you could describe “radical art” from the 1960s or ‘70s in terms of Fluxus or feminist performance, but in the early ’90s that word had a very specific connotation: AIDS. HIV/AIDS is absolutely germane to any discussion as is the National Endowment for the Arts (NEA). For instance, take the NEA Four [performing artists Karen Finley, John Fleck, Holly Hughes, and Tim Miller, who had their NEA funding revoked by the Republican-controlled congress in 1990 based upon the perceived obscenity of their work]; at least three of the four were out queer artists, and the fourth—Finley—was invested in a kind of performance practice that dovetails a lot with queer art of the time. Art and politics at that moment was bound up with debates around sexuality and the queer movement as a whole. The fact that the Reagan and Bush Administrations did so little to address the AIDS crisis drove a lot of the art of the period. For me, if you’re going to put up an art exhibition about that time period in the US, you necessarily must invoke AIDS, and particularly gay male sexuality, as well as lesbian sexuality, if in a different kind of way. Art and performance, I would say, was also less about trans politics than today’s cultural work. I mean, AIDS discourses by and/or about gay men really drove the art scene in the late ’80s through the mid-’90s. I think that specificity provides a focus because if we say “radical” is attached to a certain particularly gay male or queer male aesthetic in the 1990s, then it’s easier to see what the critique of that particular radicalness would be. That moment of artistic production was important because of the losses the AIDS crisis produced, but at the same time a whole bunch of other social concerns weren’t being addressed because the epidemic was seen as so important. AIDS, at least in the US at that time, was very particular in terms of the demographics it was affecting.

Protestors converge on the capital to protest the Reagan Administrations lack of action on AIDS (date unknown). Photo: New York Historical Society

GS:

What I hear you pointing to is the usefulness of resisting an overarching genealogy of radical artists or radical performing artists—resisting creating a chronology of sorts. In other words, radical performance from the 1960s is quite different from radical performance in the 1990s.

SM:

Yes, absolutely. That type of chronological thinking also assumes that there is this linear history worth tracing; maybe that’s not true. Actually, maybe there are other ways to think about the past that are equally, if not more, useful, rather than trying to forge connections. I’m just thinking of another performance artist who’s been revived recently, Yoko Ono.

Chronological thinking also assumes that there is this linear history worth tracing; maybe that's not true. Actually, maybe there are other ways to think about the past that are equally, if not more, useful, rather than trying to forge connections.
When you contextualize her life trajectory and artistic practice with this period in the 1980s and ’90s, you see that AIDS is not something that is really referenced in her work, right? She was already well established by that point, so it’s interesting to think about what happens if you say, “All these people—Ron Athey, Karen Finely, Yoko Ono, Bill T. Jones—were all radical.” Certainly, Ono is radical from certain frameworks, but in terms of this period, you can see why she might have been dismissed because her politics where not focused on the queer concerns of those artists, which were, after all, about life and death.
Chronological thinking also assumes that there is this linear history worth tracing; maybe that's not true. Actually, maybe there are other ways to think about the past that are equally, if not more, useful, rather than trying to forge connections.

GS:

That maybe holds true for a lot of cis-women performance artists from the late 1960s through the ‘70s, who do get this mantle of radicalism, but are largely and distinctly heteronormative in the way in which they position their aesthetic challenge to the male gaze and the sexism of the art market, and also positioned their bodies as desirable to a male gaze at the same time that they also undermined that desirability.

 SM:

Yeah, I think that’s true, because radical is always relational; it depends on a set of specific conditions. You have to assume some sort of stable ground to create a grouping of radical artists across time,

When you went to venues like Highways, questions of race, ethnicity, queerness, and community-building started to intersect quite a lot because these types of spaces became a center for people...on the margins.
and that’s difficult to do within any of kind of historical credibility.
When you went to venues like Highways, questions of race, ethnicity, queerness, and community-building started to intersect quite a lot because these types of spaces became a center for people...on the margins.

 GS:

Certain artists—like Ron Athey, Karen Finley, or Tim Miller—have become, within performance histories of the period, so canonic of that moment of solo performance, of queer politics—or radical feminist politics—and of early AIDS activism. In part, I think these artists get taken up again and again because their work became so enmeshed with NEA defunding debates.

 SM:

I always think about those folks who were working at the same time but kind of ancillary to that work—people like Marga Gomez and Monica Palacios, who started in the ’80s and who both helped found and then worked with Culture Clash. I think people like Gomez and Palacios were never seen as central to this queer art movement, but they intersected and overlapped with it. There are younger people, like Denise Uyehara, who came out of this moment, and there are many other artists who had careers that preceded it or helped make a space like Highways [a queer performance, art, and community venue founded by Tim Miller in 1989 in Los Angeles] possible. I do think that’s a narrative that’s not often told, yet when you went to Highways, questions of race, ethnicity, queerness, and community-building started to intersect quite a lot, because these types of spaces became a center for people who were on the margins. That, for me, is an interesting genealogy that’s not discussed that much, and, also, of course is a huge part of California history and politics of the period.

Marga Gomez performs in Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, 2014. Photo: Dan Dion

GS:

I wonder if you could talk about some of the arts spaces that were particularly invested in queer politics or community building and how those spaces helped drive art practice in particular ways? Patrick’s Cabaret, for instance, here in the Twin Cities, was one of these venues, and that was the space actually that ended up hosting Ron Athey’s 1994 performance that became so controversial.

SM:

I think spaces like Highways and PS 122 in New York were really key. Highways, for instance, hosted not just performances but so many workshops that were an important part of how those spaces were constituted. I think very much they were also a product of their time, because those workshops were often gender segregated. There was the gay male performance workshop; there was one for women; there was one for queer men of color. It was very much part and parcel of the era’s investment in identity politics, right? So, you get the real rise of solo performance,

PS 122 and Highways were interested in a democratization that other institutions either were not interested in or were not capable of. Other institutions didn't have the mechanisms built in for a kind of participatory expansion of performance practice, and that's especially true in terms of the mission of most museums... I do think museums are invested in making things accessible, but making something accessible is not necessarily the same thing as making something democratic; those are different projects.
but also those labels, which we understand now are quite limiting in many ways.
PS 122 and Highways were interested in a democratization that other institutions either were not interested in or were not capable of. Other institutions didn't have the mechanisms built in for a kind of participatory expansion of performance practice, and that's especially true in terms of the mission of most museums... I do think museums are invested in making things accessible, but making something accessible is not necessarily the same thing as making something democratic; those are different projects.

GS:

How did institutions like the Walker fit into this larger, national ecosystem of queer, arts spaces?

SM:

To go back to the focus on workshops and community building at places like Highways—the real value of those workshops is as a response to how larger institutions presented work by Ron Athey, Karen Finley, Bill T. Jones, and Arnie Zane, who are emblematic of a certain exalted aesthetics and a kind of radical feminist or queer or gay identity politics or BDSM subcultures getting played out. As a viewer to MoCA or the Walker, you weren’t called to participate in the aesthetic practice or the sort of sharing of co-experiences or intimacies in the same way that workshops aim to cultivate. Other performance groups, for instance major dance companies, they all had an HIV piece, and that’s part of the cultural climate as well, fueling how large and smaller scale presenting organizations are responding to the moment. So, for instance, if you’re a well-funded institution or a dance company like Alvin Ailey, it gives you opportunity to do certain kinds of things. I think PS 122 and Highways were interested in a democratization that other institutions either were not interested in or were not capable of. Other institutions didn’t have the mechanisms built in for a kind of participatory expansion of performance practice, and that’s especially true in terms of the mission of most museums. I mean, a museum is like other cultural institutions in all kinds of ways but democratization in the way a space like Highways—or it sounds like Patrick’s Cabaret—understood it, is often not seen as part of the articulated mission; not explicitly, right? I do think museums are invested in making things accessible, but making something accessible is not necessarily the same thing as making something democratic; those are different projects. But, you know, also Highways did not imagine children coming to see their performances. The audience also plays a role in the ecosystem you’re talking about.

Ron Athey in performance, March 5, 1994, Patrick’s Cabaret. Photo courtesy of the Walker Art Center Archives

GS:

I wonder, on the topic of children, if you could talk about the relationship between queer politics and kids. I know you worked for many years for the LGBTQ Center in Los Angeles working in the center’s youth programing departments.

SM:

I think there has long been a misunderstanding of youth particularly in regards to sex. In social services, for many years it was a real issue to try to get people to recognize that: “Yeah. I mean, kids may not be fully intellectually developed or even fully

One of the things AIDS did was push erotic desire and genital contact into conversations in places where people were not comfortable having those conversations.
developed physically, but that does not mean that they don’t have erotic desire.” I do think, and this is less to do with my particular work in LA, that one of the things AIDS did was push erotic desire and genital contact into conversations in places where people were not comfortable having those conversations. And that means you have to sort of rewrite the rules about how we think about accessibility and, I don’t know, “appropriateness.” Because AIDS meant you’ve had to obviously be having conversations about safe sex with younger people.
One of the things AIDS did was push erotic desire and genital contact into conversations in places where people were not comfortable having those conversations.

GS:

Right. Or having conversations about sex on the floor of the Senate.

SM:

Yeah. Exactly. And therefore, in newspapers, on TV, in magazines. I remember when Newsweek or Time ran pieces in the 1980s which listed all the people—celebrities—who had passed away from complications from AIDS. It was just gigantic, this huge list of people, and it was also quite affecting; I still remember it from when I was a kid. Now when you think about the politics of death and disease, they do have less urgency in the US than they used to. On the other hand, when I work in South Africa [Metzger’s upcoming book, in part, looks at performance practices in South Africa], that posture of remembrance, those politics, are still very much part of quotidian life.

AIDS is so much in the forefront of political and quotidian life in South Africa because it is a matter of life and death in a way that was true in the US in the 1980s and early '90s, but that is no longer true in this country. I think it's easy to re-contextualize what that era of performance practice was doing because we forget the...urgency of the moment in the US.
I remember going to a photography exhibition in Cape Town. One of them was family portraits of families who died. So, one would be a mother and two children and the object label just said, “Mother passed away first, this date and then the children,” and the label gave each of the dates of their death. It was very affecting, but those types of art projects also mean that you couldn’t really ignore the impact of the disease and also efforts to combat it, right? It’s so much in the forefront of political and quotidian life in South Africa because it is a matter of life and death in a way that was true in the US in the 1980s and early ’90s, but that is no longer true in this country. I think it’s easy to recontextualize what that era of performance practice was doing because we forget the sort of urgency of the moment in the US.
AIDS is so much in the forefront of political and quotidian life in South Africa because it is a matter of life and death in a way that was true in the US in the 1980s and early '90s, but that is no longer true in this country. I think it's easy to re-contextualize what that era of performance practice was doing because we forget the...urgency of the moment in the US.

GS:

Yeah, exactly. It’s interesting that the last big fight over NEA funding happened in relationship to work being made in the wake of people—or artists—dying. It does feel like we are in a somewhat parallel moment of NEA defunding—although perhaps it’s more rhetorical than anything on the current administration’s part—but there are such different stakes to those fights, right? One can’t argue, as one could in the 1990s, “This funding supports making art that is about people dying, and that’s what you’re eliminating.” That urgency, which starts with that sort of top-level landscape of how art and institutions get funding, isn’t at play in the same way.

Douglas Dunn performing Haode during the Walker Art Center’s Cultural Infidels series, January 25, 1990. Photo courtesy Walker Art Center Archives

SM:

In a big way, arguments about defunding the arts are tied to broader efforts linked to privatization and neoliberalism, which also reminds us of Trump, of course. So, these arts debates have shifted from specific content concerns to just like, “Oh, well there will be no funding for the arts, period.” But it’s true that the specific kind of notion of art that’s urgent, that’s locatable, is quite different, partly because there’s so much on the table right now. Everything is going crazy at the same time.

GS:

Yeah. Right. That these practices of underground artists who were making highly counterculture, challenging, difficult-to-watch work were suddenly at the vanguard of federal discussions about what art was. I don’t know that that has happened again, since that moment.

SM:

Yeah, I think I mean: if we looked at other, urgent issues, there is a kind of rapid replacement of the issue of the day. So, on one day it’s North Korea. On one day it’s Black Lives Matter. On another day it’s gun control and schools. Those things are not necessarily always unrelated, but it does forestall efforts to organize. Because people, by the time you get organized, the conversation has moved on to the next thing. I think that’s a real shift because with HIV, and AIDS research particularly, there was a sense of like, “Okay, we have to figure out something or more and more people will continue to die,” and that was kind of a given. Although we could say the same thing about police violence today, there’s quite a lot of disagreement about that assertion.

Bill T. Jones in a publicity photograph for Last Supper at Uncle Tom’s Cabin/The Promised Land, performed April 21, 1990 at the Northrop Auditorium. Photo: Jeff Day, 1989

GS:

Certainly, there was not something apolitical about how AIDS disproportionately affected communities, but there is something strategically apolitical about deadly diseases. We can all agree that they will kill you. Who the “you” is is quite politicized and specific, and those “yous” aren’t cared about equally, certainly.

SM:

There’s this notion of contagion, as

Contagion does exacerbate anxieties in distinct ways. For instance, we're killing and imprisoning black men at an alarming rate in this country, but that doesn't seem to raise the same alarm bells because a lot of people can feel like they're distanced from it.
my former colleague at Duke University, Priscilla Wald, has written in her book on contagious diseases. Contagion does exacerbate anxieties in distinct ways. For instance, we’re killing and imprisoning black men at an alarming rate in this country, but that doesn’t seem to raise the same alarm bells because a lot of people can feel like they’re distanced from it. Whereas at some point, HIV and AIDS was like, “Oh my God. I’m going to get it from my dentist. I’m going to get it from…”; it’s a different kind of discourse.
Contagion does exacerbate anxieties in distinct ways. For instance, we're killing and imprisoning black men at an alarming rate in this country, but that doesn't seem to raise the same alarm bells because a lot of people can feel like they're distanced from it.

GS:

Right. That sense of contagion you’re discussing does play out in the local and the national press around Athey’s performance here. The contagion of his body and his blood was right in front of you—and “you” mostly being the consumer of all these news articles about his performance—and was going to get you. To shift topics a bit, as a professor, what is important to articulate about this period? What would be important to convey to people studying queer theory or performance studies or the intersection between the two?

SM:

I think the primary issue to remember is some historical knowledge about HIV and AIDS, and that it was an urgent issue. A lot of the students that I have now literally say, “Oh, AIDS is an African disease.” I guess that’s what successful medical treatments have done in this country,

A lot of the students that I have now literally say, 'Oh, AIDS is an African disease.' I guess that's what successful medical treatments have done in this country, and that's frightening.
and that’s frightening. LGBTQ representation has shifted so much that the idea of policing specific communities in a homophobic manner or trying to exert control over gay or queer populations is not clear to students. I think artistically, the sense that a generation was dying is so important. We haven’t had anything like that in this country, really, that I can think of, before or since. There’s an established group of artists practicing, and then they’re all dying off in massive, massive numbers. I think there’s a reason that people, rightly or wrongly, would call it a gay holocaust. It had a tremendous impact on the way one thought of the arts and what the next generation was going to be, but also in terms of lifespan. You weren’t sure you were going to make it to 40.
A lot of the students that I have now literally say, 'Oh, AIDS is an African disease.' I guess that's what successful medical treatments have done in this country, and that's frightening.

GS:

That had an affect?

SM:

Absolutely. I think under those conditions people produced differently. So, in that way, it makes sense to me that so many young artists were getting attention because they were surrounded by death. To produce something is a way of creating some sign of life in response to that death. That sensibility is hard for students to recognize particularly those in university now.

GS:

Because of just a lack of knowledge about these histories?

SM:

Yes, and also because our discourse has changed so much around how we talk about universities.

It makes sense to me that so many young artists were getting attention because they were surrounded by death. To produce something is a way of creating some sign of life in response to that death.
They’re now “safe spaces.” Universities, in the early ’90s in particular, weren’t for queer communities. They were immersed in a lot of debates about the legitimacy of LGBTQ communities and students on college campuses. Those types of debates just don’t happen to the same degree now, in part because there’s so much representation in the media of LGBTQ individuals. That shift is just a huge, huge change. I try to tell students, “You have to put yourself back into a mindset where there were no out people on TV. There were no gay or lesbian characters or, much less, trans characters.” I mean, there were so few of them that Ellen coming out was a big deal. And now, it would be, well, okay, join the crowd, right? There’s so many people; every magazine, every major television series has at least one gay character. That’s a real change.
It makes sense to me that so many young artists were getting attention because they were surrounded by death. To produce something is a way of creating some sign of life in response to that death.

GS:

What do you think aesthetically from this moment of performance art in particular, but also the spectrum of theater practice and choreography, from the early 1990s is useful to discuss with students?

SM:

A lot of the forms coming out in the 1990s, in particular, are a kind of self-performance, but the context for that

A lot of the forms coming out in the 1990s, in particular, are a kind of self-performance, but the context for that self-performance was political. So, the self became relevant in relation to public fear and homophobia and the inability to participate in a public sphere. Whereas now, new media has made it possible just to do me-performance.
self-performance was political. So, the self became relevant in relation to public fear and homophobia and the inability to participate in a public sphere. Whereas now new media has made it possible just to do “me-performance.” So, now, when people start performing themselves they don’t necessarily need to be a part of a network of artists or art spaces to get something produced. They can just use their computer, and they can send whatever they want into the world. I do think there is some sort of inheritance or legacy from the earlier period to now, but I also think the politics and the media ecologies around solo, or self, performance has really shifted. The other really important legacy is a persistent investment in whiteness, which was in part informed by the demographics affected by AIDS, but also who had enough funds to support and finance making work.
A lot of the forms coming out in the 1990s, in particular, are a kind of self-performance, but the context for that self-performance was political. So, the self became relevant in relation to public fear and homophobia and the inability to participate in a public sphere. Whereas now, new media has made it possible just to do me-performance.

Karen Finley performs We Keep Our Victims Ready as part of the Walker Art Center series Cultural Infidels, January 1990. Photo courtesy the Walker Art Center Archives

GS:

My last question for you is: having worked as a performance study scholar, a performer, and as a social worker activist in the LBGTQ Center in LA, what are different outcomes or strategies of activist practice, on the one hand, and performance practice, on the other hand? How do you see them informing each other?

SM:

When I was in social services, one of my goals was to innovate more: to get artists into the mix because it was a useful way to narrativize social issues in ways that audiences would respond to. In part, that was because of the demographics we were

I think that universities are a very useful venue... and it also explains why a lot of artists move into university because they have protections. I think a lot of people would like those kind of jobs, because this is a country where you can easily die if you don't have health insurance. In a good way, what institutions can do is provide bio-cultural support for ongoing critique.
dealing with: youths. But, that said, it was still controversial sometimes when we tried to bring in certain people on certain topics to schools. The activist work that I was doing was through a center; my program, in particular, was funded by the federal government and then municipal government. When those entities changed, so did funding. This is true for artists, too, and I think this is why a lot of artists have moved to a patronage model because it’s hard to sustain practice in a cultural context where the arts in general are not recognized as useful in any way or being meaningful or even in some ways being understandable. But I think the difference in terms of social services is that people recognize them as a need. So, there’s a perceived qualitative difference between the arts and social services, and the same thing with education. People recognize that as a need. We have quite a lot of latitude because universities have become places where the left can still reside, or what’s left of any left, can still at least in part say what they want to say and be protected from that and not have to worry about salaries and things like that. I think that’s a very useful venue or platform and it also explains why a lot of artists move into university because they have protections. I think a lot of people would like those kind of jobs, because this is a country where you can easily die if you don’t have health insurance. In a good way, what institutions can do is provide biocultural support for ongoing critique.
I think that universities are a very useful venue... and it also explains why a lot of artists move into university because they have protections. I think a lot of people would like those kind of jobs, because this is a country where you can easily die if you don't have health insurance. In a good way, what institutions can do is provide bio-cultural support for ongoing critique.

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